Despite the presence of the sun for the first time in a little while, nothing seems to be able to entirely dull the empty ache in our hearts. There is such a huge hole inside which mo amount of understanding that they are blessed to have ended their lives so close together can entirely erase. They are people who are out of reach to us now. We can’t just call them and invite them round for lunch or out for a dance. That aspect of them has disappeared entirely. It’s a huge loss.